Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Response Ability

What makes a man?

I say it's a woman.  I mean, the man does something, but in comparison, not very much.

My father said responsibility.

Response.

Ability.

Ability to respond.

I had a lot storming through my head tonight.

Many deep cosmic questions and connections and pointless pointing of the fingers at the universe who I am and we all are…

And then I realized that I’d been ignoring a problem for a long time.

One of the circuits in the breaker had been tripped.  My sister’s room had no light, and neither did the basement, nor the upstairs bathroom, or the back room, or the television.

I had simply re-arranged everything to suit my particular needs for the day and that’s why the sporadic absence of lights hadn’t bothered me until late in the night.

The universe gave me a chance to solve the problem.  I found a flashlight, and I walked down into the cellar and shined the light in the dark basement, and I found the circuit breaker, and I reset everything, and all the light came back on, and I was fine, everything was fine, no big deal.  Nothing had been fried, nothing destroyed.  I was still alive and safe.

All I had to do was go into the cellar with a flashlight and reset the breaker so the whole house had access to light again.

Responsibility?

Response.

Ability.

Sure.

I can do that.

You can do that.

We always do that.

Who isn’t a HUMAN?

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Milky Way Day

I spent much of this weekend paddling on the waves beneath the Milky Way.

That's one of my greatest joys.

I suggest you try it some day.

70% of the globe is covered with water, and kayak/canoe rentals aren't that steep.

All you have to do besides that is overcome your fear of the dark and be dazzled by the light that shines only at night.

Also, the best way to go swimming, in my experience, is to run off the dock at full speed and leap as far as you can.

But to each their own.

1st campfire tonight!

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Feeling Good

Sometimes you don't realize how badly you need something until you finally get it.

This return to familiar faces and places to be has done wonders for me, both physically, emotionally and psychologically.

I'm looking forward to a few more days in the beautiful country, and then I'll finally return to New York City!

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Once Upon a Time...

...I had a different phone number.

My phone number is now: 518-951-5405

E-mail is still: bengobengo@gmail.com


I don't have an address in California right now, although I do still have a job and a car that is parked at my friend's house.  I'll sort that stuff out closer to my return.

For now, I am enjoying New York.

Peace

Happy

I love stars.  The wind is blowing through the trees outside my window right now.  I just spent the evening with a great friend and his family.  I just spent the weekend with most of my greatest friends I have the supreme fortune to know.

I've been very lucky to have plenty of captivating conversations with excellent friends, and I've been laughing harder than I have in ages.

Tonight we talked about finding joy in whatever you do, whatever it is that does it for you.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

4 YEARS AGO




8/1/09:  "I feel it now... it's time to make this journey happen... I wonder what's out there..."

West to the East

Dear New York State,

I love you
I love you
I love you

Love,

I