There are these train tracks up the hill from the cabin here
on the lake, and every once in a while they carry a train along, which always
signals its triumphant return with a mighty whistle so all can hear, especially
those safe in their beds at three in the morning.
I have been coming here since before I knew I was coming
here.
A few months ago I was sitting at this card table with great
humans from different parts of the life I am fortunate to experience. There must have been eight or nine of us at
the time, although at least half had passed out by the end of the night, when a few of us were left at the table. I remember laughing for hours on end, and laughing much harder than I had for an entire
year. That is the greatest sacrifice of
long journeys: although you still laugh, you do not laugh nearly as hard.
When we had to sleep, one of my good friends said he didn’t need a
bed or a spot on the floor. He said he
would just sleep in his car and mentioned something about "training" himself. Sometimes
I think things are about me too much, and sometimes I don’t realize they are
about me when they clearly are, and sometimes I’m right on the money. I wasn’t sure if his was a remark on
something I had written months earlier when I alluded to “Westley” from The Princess Bride as an explanation for
my life technique the past few years. I
say explanation and not inspiration because it’s not like I watched the movie
and immediately bought a ticket to India so I could learn how to sleep in my
car and climb a hill or three pretending to be a fictional action hero. I saw it when I was a kid and then came upon
the book while couch surfing in Montana in a house full of musicians, and since
I had never read it, I bought it in California.
When I was writing that piece, he seemed like a good metaphor to represent a human developing overall strength and power by testing and developing one's self in diverse and perhaps unusual ways. After all, every human's array of experiences is a form of training for being able to better handle what comes next. Ever seen Karate Kid? I actually hadn't seen it until I moved to California, and it was perfect. Who would have thought that painting a fence would teach him to win his battle?
Anyway, the reason I thought he was alluding to something I
had written, perhaps with praise, perhaps as a slight jab, was that he had made
another remark earlier that also made me think he had read my writing. I don’t remember
the context, but he said jokingly, “Right, since the whole world is all
‘Sanford’ and ‘England.’” I'm glad he said that, because I needed to hear it. I did write about England mastering the ways of water and how their language influences the whole world, and all sorts of stuff about
my family and the Sanford’s being from England.
It wasn’t meant to sound jingoistic or nationalistic. English people are beautiful and annoying, as
are their descendants, such as me. I
don’t mean to put anyone else down when I’m expressing my awe at the poetry I
notice. Years of searching and seeking
means lots of delving into your roots, and obviously not all people share those
roots. I
don’t think that matters though. I look everywhere for inspiration and connection. I am often inspired by people from seemingly completely different backgrounds simply
because they are humans, and that’s enough in common for me.
Recently my biggest inspiration has been the Lapita and
Polynesian people of the Pacific islands. A few weeks ago we
read about them in class in our Reading Explorer book. The chapter was "Amazing Voyage," which I liked because I was about to drive across the country again. The Lapita and Polynesians explored
vast distances of the Pacific Ocean with flimsy little canoes, barely any
knowledge of what they were looking for or how to get there, and anything but
a smart phone for navigation. The book compared
their journey to man reaching the moon.
To do what they did working with what they had for the reasons that they
had is an accomplishment unparalleled in human history.
And what was their reason?
Food? Escape from
oppression? Climate change? Not at all.
They simply wanted to see what was beyond the horizon. What's over there? Let's go see! That's all it took for them to get going, and that's all it took for me, although my journey was much more comfy (despite sleeping in the driver's seat for a week).
These heroes came
to mind as I paddled and floated in a canoe on the open waves of this body of water I love
so much, and before that moon in the sky which is always beautiful, bathing the autumn leaves in a mysterious new light. Beauty inspires me to undertake some very
strange voyages. Once I planned a whole
journey to the pyramids in Mexico because they were named the sun and the
moon, and you can stand on top like in El Viaje Misterioso de Nuestra Jomer. Before that I arrived at the
pyramids in Egypt during a journey I didn’t even realize would last so long or
take me so far. Another time I was on a
journey I had mostly planned, and was toward the end, and hiking in the forest
when I saw a sign for a mountain named Pyramid Peak, so I climbed it. And I didn’t make it the first time on that unprepared whim, so I planned and made
it the second time around. A week ago I
was at Pyramid Lake in Nevada simply because it was on the way. I basically decided to add it to the beginning
of the journey that same day. Now I can't imagine not having gone to any of those places. Was I simply riding the train on the tracks? Either way, the ride has trained me in ways I am still realizing.
If you keep your eyes and ears open, you realize the world will offer you ways to live
and spread joy.
Today the world offered me a lake, a canoe, an iPod, stellar
headphones, and about ten songs during three separate “voyages” within a few
hundred feet of shore that wouldn’t impress any Lapita adventurers. I would list all of the songs, but sometimes
other people don’t care about your roots and your joys, because everything
meets people the way they feel life.
Even so, sharing is fun. The only
song I listened to every time I rode the waves was “Brand New Day” by
Hiromi. Of all the music the world
provided for me during this four-year journey, I especially love that one. What a gift to humanity. The song goes well everywhere I go, but
especially with the sunlight and moonlight sparkling on the waves, which were
very large and rough and enjoyable.
Speaking of new days, I will be in New York City this
Wednesday, after I say hello to my parents.
Of all the old people who have told me to do stuff, I especially love
them. Although I also love their
parents, who are not here to hear me say that.
I wonder what the Irish Sullivan’s would think of me praising the
English Sanford’s? Or the Protestant
Tupper’s thoughts about me praising the Catholic Sullivan’s? I don’t think they would say anything,
because they were too busy being in love with each other.
Which reminds me, I am very seriously writing a book in time for the winter holidays, because
you are a soulful symphony who makes me very happy to be, and it's about time I completed this story for you and for me.
Well... still working on it.
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