Joy

            I am so happy and amazed to be alive during the entire experience.  It’s almost as if the entire world as I knew it not only transformed forever into something completely new with infinite possibilities, but that it was actually realer and made more sense than ever before, despite the fact that I’d just been confronted with more mystery and insanity than ever before.  It all just naturally flowed and connected and made sense somehow.  Life, transformation, evolution, being on a planet in space with a history of human love and connection and learning and understanding and kindness and bravery and hunger and lust and thirst and imagination and creativity and compassion and effort and expression and complex reasoning and arrangement on levels both human and above human, arranging humans in mysterious and magical ways very similar to ways humans arrange their artistic plays at poetry, and the relationship of words to the world in the most pressing and imminent and obvious sense, and that (11:11) these new emotions come perfectly timed with such glorious, outstanding, awesome, intense and beautiful powerful music only further sheds light on my mind that I am experiencing the best of time.  I am the world.  I (10,000) am able to imagine and play anything my heart desires today.

            I am a human.  I am evolved from other humans, who are evolved from life, which is here in the first place and is the most mind-boggling fact of all existence.  I am no longer a student in a system at a university.  I am a human in a system in a universe.  The rules are all new and better now.  This is beyond the word "transformation".  Enjoy creation.  Love your world and your imagination and your ears and your nose and your tongue and your toes and your fingers and heart and your privates, especially when they grow, and enjoy life as it flows, wherever it goes.   Where?  Who knows?